Tuesday, October 5, 2010

For you I will be

He says Im too much woman  
     But what the fuck does that mean?
Am I to be a threat to you 
     when I am showing you what I woman can be?
I will stand up for my man
     and be support to the children I bear.
I'll love you for the man you are
     and support you as you're on your journey there.
I can bear the weight of the world
     it seems at times thats what Im doing
I will tell you if Im unsure
     and support the goals you are pursuing
I'll pay the bills and clean the house
    and show you you're the man in our bedroom
I will work to stay looking nice
    a soft body for your attention to swoon.
I will rub your back and kiss your face
   and lick the places that taste so nice
It's my desire to please you 
   and support my home at any price
I would like a strong male to help 
   but can do it all without a man
I will do my best to allow you to
   and let you know I want you even though "I can"
Even if you think I am too much
   and to be with me is too large a challenge
I'm unable to do less than all I've always done
   even if my will to you seems strange
Miya Angelou spoke of being a woman
   and doing it phenomenally
I take that all to heart
   and will be the best woman I can be
I understand that it can be scary
   and there is no way to know what's next
Let me assure you this;
   I am "woman" and can stand the test.
But if I choose you as my man
   I'll concede to let you show me you can be the man for me
I will expect your best and you all
   that I have and hope you re ready to receive
So if you are willing
   or in the least bit ready to try
I want us to do this for real
   and not wait for time to pass us by.



   


Ecstasies Art

I enjoy being your plaything and rather like you being my toy,
We can do the things we like and each others bodies we can explore.
You can kiss me there and I would love to lick you too,
Wrapping myself up in your touch engrossed in all that you do.
Your essence is riveting and your aroma, it does entice,
I like to taste you by the drop and love it cause you fill my body so nice.
There isn't a desire to be fulfilled that my will is not ready to oblige
So lets start what we can't finish
and become captivated by our love montage

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Monday, September 27, 2010

Bits and pieces.........

I have so many thoughts right now so here they are........


I wanna love again but Im blinded by hurt right now

Trying not 2 b bitter but the pain has me feeling so foul.......
 
I wink my eye n lick my lips

you rub my thighs working up my hips
If I tell you yes come take your time
every second counts wonder if you could be mine...


be careful what u say n

aware of what u do
when others pretend they know
understand they probably believe it too
there things we dont yet know
...even more we wont discover
rely on what has proven itself
Lend no creadance 2 any other


I want it I do but I need it even more

I have 2 have my needs met if Im going 2 explore
It may seem selfish or even a bit brash
I hold to expectations cuz my heart cant handle the thrash
step back n reconsider cause my world revolves round me
...If that makes u uncomfortable here is not where u need 2 be
Not sayin this 4 effect or 2 force ur hand in any way
Just showin u my perspective just in case there is a "some day"




suprise me,

show me something new
dont fret over competiion
make me be all about you..#ImJustSayin


If my methods offend u

n my ambition u despise
pause n consider this
we all r enjoyin the same ride
dont scrutinize my moves
...or investigate non truths
shhhh... how about I just keep on doing me
and you can just keep on doing you......... ;-)


Breath on my back,

fingertips on my thighs,
arms embracing tight,
I love everything you try




 I cry tears of acid yet Im never burned,cant be sad any more just many Ive learned........




Blow me kisses n I promise to catch them, be my security and I promise to fall, send me flowers n I promise to melt, love me unconditionally and I promise to keep our promise.




 I anticipate your embrace and encourage your release come and step with me baby and the rest we shall see............... ;-)


Hold me and kiss me, make me know that I am speacial, let ur flowers precede ur hello and compliments antedate ur criticism. And do this 4 all time, remember Im exceptional, appreciate my value and love my imperfections. Adore my being from inside out and make love to my soul 4 the years to come. Breath me and I will i...nhale u. We will only release when our final breathes r exhausted. Need me just try me out 4 size.

Friday, September 10, 2010

All of me...sn-#ItsOnlyTwitter

I have been getting a lot of calls and texts about things I put on twitter and the trending topics I go in on. I come from a small town and have been in a relationship for many years and therefor focused in the house and on kids. But I am out now, YES I go out, say ALL kinds of crazy things out of mouth, on fb or even twitter. I wont go into the whole "I am grown" thing but I will say that we all have many sides and avenues as to where and when we express them. I can tweet about giving head until my jowls hurt if I want to because that is what I have chosen to do. If you feel that it somehow degrades me as a woman then so be it. I am sure that your opinion on the matter is one that I do not even want much less need. I have a sneaky suspicion that you yourself have a bit too much to be covered with a tarp going on with you. Also know that I am able to conduct myself as an intelligent lady, outstanding student, supportive wife, loving mother, strong head of house as well as a complete and total freak. If you feel I am going for the "head Dr.Title" then go ahead and hand it over. I certainly know that people will talk and opinions are just like assholes and everyone has one so I am not trippin on that. I am trippin because who stops people to show tweets? Who takes their time to pull up my tweets and show them to anyone? I can't even imagine wasting  second out of my life to engage in such behavior. But you can all keep it up, print them out and make all speculation your little heart may desire in the mean time the next TT is #TheHeadDoctorAwardGoesTo...................... @drewnmit   ;-)  I absolutely Love All

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

What happened to making love?

So I love rap music, not really the type to sit back and listen to love songs and vibe as much as to some rap music. Give me some outkast,UGK,Wayne (yes Wayne),scarface... the list goes on. And I like sex...A LOT. I like rough sex, sweet sex,slow sex, fast sex, sex with food, hair pulling, ass slapping ALL off that. But this music got people fucked up! Men please listen to me... there comes a time when you need to slow it down sometime. At least with the chick that's not just a ho to you. Kiss her, caress her, lick her. And not just quick either. Stroke when you touch respond to her body as it reacts to the feeling of your touch. Listen to her moans as you gently kiss her all over her body. When you are licking her take time to taste her. Do the things you want, take pride in making her enjoy the way you make her feel and ecstasy that you are bringing her to. Sex is an experience. Its all good to "beat it up" as a matter of fact beating it up can be amazing, but balance yourself in you intimacy. Find out how you make her feel, you will learn more about what makes you feel good and how and what you want. Move within a rhythm and move your body in away that is so fluid that it moves crescendo closer and closer through the peak and back again. Understand that your masculinity is inherent so you can always soften your approach and your stroke. Trust me the reciprocity that you will encounter will show you that you are the Man.... who knows she may tell everyone.

Monday, August 30, 2010

A moment for eternity

Hold me and kiss me, make me know that I am special, let your flowers precede your hello and compliments antedate your criticism. And do this for all time, remember Im exceptional in my ampleness, appreciate my value and love my imperfections. Adore my being from inside out and make love to my soul for the years to come. Breath me and I will inhale you. We will only release when our final breathes are exhausted. Need me.... just try me out for size.

Are we Serious?

I am not usually one to address political issues or anything that may evoke a sense of political conversation. But I have to talk about illegal immigrants. So I have had ideas all over the spectrum on this one an admittedly many of them derived from pure ignorance and bias. Well I was speaking to someone whom I really respect and they were speaking of a mission trip they took deep into Mexico. Past the tourist spots and where water is present much less clean. She spoke about poverty that is completely unimaginable. She spoke about them having to travel miles by foot to go were there is running water for a shower that they had to pay for. Living in card board homes and starving beyond words, infested with decease. I began to ask myself how is there even a conversation or any animosity with anyone who puts on their grinding hat and do what ever it takes to improve. Really how can we not be reminded of the fact this glorious land on which we have built the"land of the free" is not, was not and will never be "ours". By ours I mean Americans all together. We live in a land soaked in blood and deception, consequences and falsehoods. Have we redeemed ourselves? NO! We just have faded into black and took facts and memories of truth with us. So once again who am I to judge a  man coming from a place like that and his efforts legal or not (remembering how the land was acquired, sustained and maintained in the first place). Lets take a look at what it took for black men to get he right to vote, eat in any restaurant, not be called boy or even just be allowed to own his own property. There was illegal action involved in the aide that was given to the cause.Not because the laws were adequate or represented the best interest of the "land of the free" but because it supported certain groups. I find that we are addressing this same issue as we look at the immigration laws. I do not have a definitive thought on this matter nor am I able to articulate fully my ideas on the subject. I just really needed to make the correlations that Ive been contemplating for a week now. I know there are many factors to be considered but at the end of the day... what is right is right. #ThatIsAll