I want you!

Tell me how you want it and I'll give it how you need it.
When the time comes for it all you wont have the room to receive it.
Your thoughts will be all mine and your body will not be yours
My touch will be your desire n my tongue what you look for
I can work my hips with thrusts that will surely seem unreal
I will work to stroke you fully and all of me you will feel
Ill taste you will want to taste me back
You can pull my hair and behind me you can smack
If you dream it we can do it and will explore all that you have
I want to wrap myself around you as we share our halves
Tell me when youre ready and I'll show that I'm primed
I'll meet you where you want and we can make a scene outside
I would like to ride you slow and have push yourself real deep
Move in ways I've never felt, come put your girl to sleep

Forever

I want to feel your secrets as your fingers carress my skin


I need to know your past and present and all that is within

I dream of special times and others that are yet to come

I even want to remember the mistakes we leave undone

You create in me a feeling so far I thought was lost

You show me things I need to see without the emotional cost

You make want to breath you in and and taste what is your essence

You cause me 2 need to have you near and leave the desire fo your presence

We need to know each other in ways we have yet to discover

We can within this union way more thn simply being lovers

We have the power to create what needs to be expressed

We love this now and will for always we dive head first into this test

;-)

He's Gone

We all know the drill

he gets locked up and she breaks loose

Life's lessons taught so real

she learned too many, she just called it truce

10 years she loved him strong

10 years her love he denied

She fought with fist and will alone

He struck her down far too many times

His support she longed to be

his perfection is what she aspired

To gaze and see her true beauty

is all she asked for him to provide

Other women he always kept

yet she laid  with him no less

Self doubt and hurt and it was set

the pain pierced deep inside her chest

Raising a child that's not her own

because of the love for him that she attained

A love so unconditional and strong

he never wanted it- that caused her pain

So much abuse and she sat still

waiting as the moments passed by

Her soul almost crushed- no time to heal

for a healing the pain was sure to deny

She always blamed herself for staying

and watches her kids as they grew steady

Loving them- for better days praying

but leaving was the only remedy-this she knew

But breaking free seemed so impossible

letting go was much too hard

The thought of what was ohh so sensible

cut like the glass of broken shards

She felt destroyed, unloved, not needed

fought a battle of non-sense in claim

Through it all she kept her dreams

and refused to bow in shame

So when he left alone she lay

in the bed where they made love

Thinking o the words he'd say

so little of them filled with love

She cried so long and felt so lost

unaware of what to do

He was her life the one she sought

somehow someway he was her glue

but she woke up day by day

and went about her every task

Back down in the bed she'd lay

as she did along so many times in the past

She pictured life when he's return

fantasized that it would all change

"Damn girl no lesson learned?"

spoke that voice that sounded so strange

"This is your life and you have so much to give

here you are expecting that what was never true

How many days of hurt and years of pain did you live?

are you seriously debating if he'd be good to you?

You gave it all you had and there isn't much left

It is time that you looked out for yourself"

She thought-but how selfish a request

to put him up upon a shelf

Her argument made her laugh

cause she gave him 10 years to love her back

Even if he does improve and show her love just as she asked

could she claim to release the past, not keeping track?

She got up from the bed and moved to the mirror

 she wiped her tears and pushed her hair aside

She spoke the words aloud and let them flow just like a river

"No more of the hurt consider how much he lied

you have to are for you or no one else will ever no how.

Its time to move on- do what you have to do

you can seek what happiness is to you now."

With that she didn't get any sleep

at all that entire night

Pillow soaked eyes with streaks

the morning came cold and bright

So she let him while he was gone

you pass judgement if you'd like

But inside she knows she's wrong

she knows next time she will do it right.............

For you I will be

He says Im too much woman  

     But what the fuck does that mean?

Am I to be a threat to you 

     when I am showing you what I woman can be?

I will stand up for my man

     and be support to the children I bear.

I'll love you for the man you are

     and support you as you're on your journey there.

I can bear the weight of the world

     it seems at times thats what Im doing

I will tell you if Im unsure

     and support the goals you are pursuing

I'll pay the bills and clean the house

    and show you you're the man in our bedroom

I will work to stay looking nice

    a soft body for your attention to swoon.

I will rub your back and kiss your face

   and lick the places that taste so nice

It's my desire to please you 

   and support my home at any price

I would like a strong male to help 

   but can do it all without a man

I will do my best to allow you to

   and let you know I want you even though "I can"

Even if you think I am too much

   and to be with me is too large a challenge

I'm unable to do less than all I've always done

   even if my will to you seems strange

Miya Angelou spoke of being a woman

   and doing it phenomenally

I take that all to heart

   and will be the best woman I can be

I understand that it can be scary

   and there is no way to know what's next

Let me assure you this;

   I am "woman" and can stand the test.

But if I choose you as my man

   I'll concede to let you show me you can be the man for me

I will expect your best and you all

   that I have and hope you re ready to receive

So if you are willing

   or in the least bit ready to try

I want us to do this for real

   and not wait for time to pass us by.

   

Ecstasies Art

I enjoy being your plaything and rather like you being my toy,

We can do the things we like and each others bodies we can explore.

You can kiss me there and I would love to lick you too,

Wrapping myself up in your touch engrossed in all that you do.

Your essence is riveting and your aroma, it does entice,

I like to taste you by the drop and love it cause you fill my body so nice.

There isn't a desire to be fulfilled that my will is not ready to oblige

So lets start what we can't finish

and become captivated by our love montage

Bits and pieces.........

I have so many thoughts right now so here they are........


I wanna love again but Im blinded by hurt right now

Trying not 2 b bitter but the pain has me feeling so foul.......
 
I wink my eye n lick my lips

you rub my thighs working up my hips
If I tell you yes come take your time
every second counts wonder if you could be mine...


be careful what u say n

aware of what u do
when others pretend they know
understand they probably believe it too
there things we dont yet know
...even more we wont discover
rely on what has proven itself
Lend no creadance 2 any other


I want it I do but I need it even more

I have 2 have my needs met if Im going 2 explore
It may seem selfish or even a bit brash
I hold to expectations cuz my heart cant handle the thrash
step back n reconsider cause my world revolves round me
...If that makes u uncomfortable here is not where u need 2 be
Not sayin this 4 effect or 2 force ur hand in any way
Just showin u my perspective just in case there is a "some day"




suprise me,

show me something new
dont fret over competiion
make me be all about you..#ImJustSayin


If my methods offend u

n my ambition u despise
pause n consider this
we all r enjoyin the same ride
dont scrutinize my moves
...or investigate non truths
shhhh... how about I just keep on doing me
and you can just keep on doing you......... ;-)


Breath on my back,

fingertips on my thighs,
arms embracing tight,
I love everything you try




 I cry tears of acid yet Im never burned,cant be sad any more just many Ive learned........




Blow me kisses n I promise to catch them, be my security and I promise to fall, send me flowers n I promise to melt, love me unconditionally and I promise to keep our promise.




 I anticipate your embrace and encourage your release come and step with me baby and the rest we shall see............... ;-)

Hold me and kiss me, make me know that I am speacial, let ur flowers precede ur hello and compliments antedate ur criticism. And do this 4 all time, remember Im exceptional, appreciate my value and love my imperfections. Adore my being from inside out and make love to my soul 4 the years to come. Breath me and I will i...nhale u. We will only release when our final breathes r exhausted. Need me just try me out 4 size.

All of me...sn-#ItsOnlyTwitter

I have been getting a lot of calls and texts about things I put on twitter and the trending topics I go in on. I come from a small town and have been in a relationship for many years and therefor focused in the house and on kids. But I am out now, YES I go out, say ALL kinds of crazy things out of mouth, on fb or even twitter. I wont go into the whole "I am grown" thing but I will say that we all have many sides and avenues as to where and when we express them. I can tweet about giving head until my jowls hurt if I want to because that is what I have chosen to do. If you feel that it somehow degrades me as a woman then so be it. I am sure that your opinion on the matter is one that I do not even want much less need. I have a sneaky suspicion that you yourself have a bit too much to be covered with a tarp going on with you. Also know that I am able to conduct myself as an intelligent lady, outstanding student, supportive wife, loving mother, strong head of house as well as a complete and total freak. If you feel I am going for the "head Dr.Title" then go ahead and hand it over. I certainly know that people will talk and opinions are just like assholes and everyone has one so I am not trippin on that. I am trippin because who stops people to show tweets? Who takes their time to pull up my tweets and show them to anyone? I can't even imagine wasting  second out of my life to engage in such behavior. But you can all keep it up, print them out and make all speculation your little heart may desire in the mean time the next TT is #TheHeadDoctorAwardGoesTo...................... @drewnmit   ;-)  I absolutely Love All